artsy FARTsy hahaha

perspective of the innocents

 

 

look up???

 

 

inside looking out

Today I feel...

...sad.

 (should I give up or

should I keep on chasing pavements)

pretty(sad)twistedchick

Music...they speak!!!!

"I'm just an ordinary human

Ordinary ways

I'm ordinary human

But I don't feel so ordinary today..."

Exactly! 
Happy Monday everyone!!!

pretty
(ordinary feeling EXTRAordinary)
twistedchick

music...they speak!!!!

let's dance!!!

today is a good day.

good vibes only! 

"But all the possibilities 

No limits just epiphanies..."

prettytwistedchick

music...they speak!!!!

Last sam smith of the day...

promise!!!!

I just love the lyrics

"You lift my heart up when the rest of me is

 down

You, you enchant me even when you're 

not around

If there are boundaries, I will try to knock

 them down

I'm latching on, babe, now I know what I have

 found

I'm so encaptured, got me wrapped up in your touch

Feel so enamored, hold me tight within your clutch

How do you do it, you got me losing every 

breath

What did you give me to make my heart 

beat out my chest"

could I lock in your love???

hmmm...

prettytwistedchick

music...they speak!!!

Because its a rainy Sunday morning

good cuddle weather

or basically just stay under the covers for hours

(if you don't have a cuddle-buddy)

...then my dog woke me up at 5:30am

Seriously, who does that????

So let's listen to music....

"why am I so emotional?

No, it's not a good look gain some self-control

And deep down I know this never works

But you can lay with me so it doesn't hurt"

because I've been listening to a lot of

Sam Smith's music lately. :)

prettytwistedchick

Mga bawal

Mga pinagbabawal ko sa sarili (para sa nakaraang linggo lang naman :D)
***not in any particular order

1. Bawal umasa
2. Bawal mamiss
3. Bawal maging clingy
4. Bawal magsungit
5. Bawal mainggit
6. Bawal magreklamo
7. Bawal magkasakit
8. Bawal gumastos


Ha!

ramblings in the midst of colds

I am not easily angered

And I easily forgive

I am admittedly dense about a lot of things going on around me

Its probably because I don't like to assume things

I always want to hear the truth--whether it will hurt me or not.

I'd rather feel the pain of honesty

Than be happy being made a fool

Communication is important in any relationship

Its the one thing that makes or breaks it

Because at the end of the day, 

When someone misunderstood one's action or intention

A hurting heart is broken with mistaken information.

I learned the other day that validation is the key.

ALWAYS VALIDATE. NEVER ASSUME.

Never react without confirming the truth.

I'd rather react knowing all sides and angles

than wallow in a pit of bottomless imaginary hurt.

I've already done my part.

I, too am proud.

But with just one hello,

who am I to turn my back?

I, too have a heart.

 pretty(sick of cold-shoulders, I am but a warm body)twistedchick

*wink*wink*

PS

(I don't know if I am making sense at all! I'm blaming my colds right now for my disillusioned mind hehehehe)

brain farts on a thursday evening

I miss you.

there I said it.

not a day goes by that you haven't cross my mind. where you are? what are you doing? do you miss me? do you miss US?

I know you hurt me.

and this doesn't mean I'd take you back in an instant if and when you decided to own up to your mistakes. I am not naive. I made mistakes too. love is a tango. we got tangled by our love.

 But no this is not an open invitation to enter my life again.

I'm hoping that each day I wake up, I'll love you a little less.

that its a little less painful.

well, so far...it's not working out.

I pray that things will work out, not just for me but for you as well.

that you find whatever it is you are searching for.

and for me to accept my shortcomings.

I am flawed. 

And one of my fears before was that my imperfections would lead you to leave me. Maybe those were the reasons. I wouldn't know.

I wanted to know... but I won't ask you anymore.

I am (trying my best in) letting you go.

but it will just take time.

and time is all I have right now.

once upon a time someone made a promise...

you made a promise.

you said you'd take care of my heart...

...but you didn't.

:(

pretty(sad)twistedchick

music... they speak!!!

"You don't have to try..."

prettytwistedchick