I miss you.
there I said it.
not a day goes by that you haven't cross my mind. where you are? what are you doing? do you miss me? do you miss US?
I know you hurt me.
and this doesn't mean I'd take you back in an instant if and when you decided to own up to your mistakes. I am not naive. I made mistakes too. love is a tango. we got tangled by our love.
But no this is not an open invitation to enter my life again.
I'm hoping that each day I wake up, I'll love you a little less.
that its a little less painful.
well, so far...it's not working out.
I pray that things will work out, not just for me but for you as well.
that you find whatever it is you are searching for.
and for me to accept my shortcomings.
I am flawed.
And one of my fears before was that my imperfections would lead you to leave me. Maybe those were the reasons. I wouldn't know.
I wanted to know... but I won't ask you anymore.
I am (trying my best in) letting you go.
but it will just take time.
and time is all I have right now.
once upon a time someone made a promise...
you made a promise.
you said you'd take care of my heart...
...but you didn't.
:(
pretty(sad)twistedchick
