truth

 

yep, still here...
just trying to exist! ha!

 

prettytwistedchick

ramblings in the midst of colds

I am not easily angered

And I easily forgive

I am admittedly dense about a lot of things going on around me

Its probably because I don't like to assume things

I always want to hear the truth--whether it will hurt me or not.

I'd rather feel the pain of honesty

Than be happy being made a fool

Communication is important in any relationship

Its the one thing that makes or breaks it

Because at the end of the day, 

When someone misunderstood one's action or intention

A hurting heart is broken with mistaken information.

I learned the other day that validation is the key.

ALWAYS VALIDATE. NEVER ASSUME.

Never react without confirming the truth.

I'd rather react knowing all sides and angles

than wallow in a pit of bottomless imaginary hurt.

I've already done my part.

I, too am proud.

But with just one hello,

who am I to turn my back?

I, too have a heart.

 pretty(sick of cold-shoulders, I am but a warm body)twistedchick

*wink*wink*

PS

(I don't know if I am making sense at all! I'm blaming my colds right now for my disillusioned mind hehehehe)

brain farts on a thursday evening

I miss you.

there I said it.

not a day goes by that you haven't cross my mind. where you are? what are you doing? do you miss me? do you miss US?

I know you hurt me.

and this doesn't mean I'd take you back in an instant if and when you decided to own up to your mistakes. I am not naive. I made mistakes too. love is a tango. we got tangled by our love.

 But no this is not an open invitation to enter my life again.

I'm hoping that each day I wake up, I'll love you a little less.

that its a little less painful.

well, so far...it's not working out.

I pray that things will work out, not just for me but for you as well.

that you find whatever it is you are searching for.

and for me to accept my shortcomings.

I am flawed. 

And one of my fears before was that my imperfections would lead you to leave me. Maybe those were the reasons. I wouldn't know.

I wanted to know... but I won't ask you anymore.

I am (trying my best in) letting you go.

but it will just take time.

and time is all I have right now.

once upon a time someone made a promise...

you made a promise.

you said you'd take care of my heart...

...but you didn't.

:(

pretty(sad)twistedchick

word

Because lately I am

enarmored bythe words

of Pablo Neruda 

--LOVE--

prettytwistedchick

word

hmmmm

Time is gold.

prettytwistedchick

word

 

BOOM!!!!!

just my running thoughts this morning.

don't ask for whom, you don't know anyway! Ha!

In fairness, I rhyme these days! 

pretty(poetic)twistedchick! 

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walang connect ang pic sa quote bwahahahaha

“Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won’t either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are broken, or betrayed, or left, or hurt, or death brushes near, let yourself sit by an apple tree and listen to the apples falling all around you in heaps, wasting their sweetness. Tell yourself you tasted as many as you could.” 

- Louise Erdrich, The Painted Drum LP

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Bacolod

"Don't you know that day dawns after night,

showers displace drought,

 and spring and summer follow winter?

 Then have hope! 

Hope forever, for God will not fail you!

 - Charles Spurgeon

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“We travel, initially, to lose ourselves;
and we travel, next, to find ourselves.
We travel to open our hearts and eyes
and learn more about the world 
than our newspapers will accommodate.
We travel to bring what little we can,
 in our ignorance and knowledge,
 to those parts of the globe 
whose riches are differently dispersed.
 And we travel, in essence, to become young fools again
—to slow time down and get taken in,
 and fall in love once more.”
 — Pico Iyer

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"If you are to leave, leave abruptly. 

Do not linger. 

The pain is much more bearable that way.

 Like ripping off a band-aid,

 the slower you pull,

 the more painful it gets."

  – prettytwistedchick