Because its New Year's Eve tonight.
2014 has been a tough year on so many levels, and I'm glad to bid 2014 goodbye.
Relationship-wise, I've said goodbye to people I've only just met and to people I've known all my life. You know me with people, especially friends and family, I am not easy to let go. I value friendship and family the most and saying goodbye is really heartbreaking.
Work has been tough as well. At an onset I have been challenged left and right. Sometimes I put up a fight, most of the time I struggle surviving. A lot of changes happened, and I'm still there. Fuck how most of the time, money rules our actions! Maybe its a sign that I should leave the country for good and try my luck elsewhere.... question is, where??? Asia? US? Europe?
Badluck happened to me this year too! June 13, 2014 (Friday the 13th) to be exact. I don't really believe in superstitions nor do I get easily scared by old beliefs, but June 13, Friday the 13th really got me thinking twice. My bag got slashed and a group of women (I was in the "women only" cart of the train) took my phone (which by the way was only 4months old that time, and which I am still paying for until hmmmm 2016, maybe). This sprung a lot of money issues on my end. I used to just get by with my meager salary and from time to time I get to indulge myself with a few things, but from June until now, belt has been tighter than ever.
One of the few good things that happened to me this year was I took a short pastry course from a renowned culinary school. I have been planning to do this for years and was finally able to actualise it. I enjoyed every minute of my pastry course and if only I can extend...:(
And I'm thankful for the family that I have and thank God they are in good health. :) Just saying and putting it out there :)
I'm thankful too for the new people that made my year colourful. I lost few friends and then gain some...hopefully they are all worth keeping.
I pray, really really pray 2015 will be an amazing, happy year of my life. There are a few things in 2015 that I look forward to and plans that needs to be achieved.
2015, please be good to me. Universe, please conspire.
pretty(hopeful)twistedchick
